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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Till There Was You

Begin the day by speaking to you
You are everywhere I can't seem to escape it
Open a book and read about you
Step outside, and find you there too
Try to grasp what you know
But find myself falling
When I begin to think I finally understand
You blow my mind again
At the end of the day I find my self saying
“I wish I understood you”
How can I know you and yet know nothing at all?

Next day all I know, I left you behind.
The book I had read the day before
Is lying closed by my bedroom door
Step outside again, and all I see
Is how the things around relate to me
At the end of this day
I find myself empty and alone
The emptiness inside of me
I listen and inside my head
And thousands of voices drone

Open my door and crash on the bed
Ignoring the ache inside of me
I turn to my door and gaze
Pierced by what I look and see
The book I read is lying there
It hasn’t moved yet seems to stare

Pick it up and begin to read
Inside my heart you’ve planted a seed

Ending the day by speaking to you
You are everywhere I can't seem to escape it
Open the book and read about you
Step outside, and find you there too
Try to grasp what you know
But find myself falling
When I begin to think I finally understand
You blow my mind again
At the end of this day I find my self saying
“I wish I understood you”

- Jessica Angelica

Thursday, August 12, 2010

"If You Find Her, Tell Her That I Love Her"


She was head-strong, had a mind of her own. That’s what they all told me. She was pretty, confident in the way she held herself. She had caught my eye. But everyone advised me to stand back, this girl was not going to bend to wishes.No one had ever been able to hold her thus far. She could stand perfectly well on her own.It is told that she had loved once, but the lucky man whom she fancied had not wished to care. Ah, that I had been that man that she had fancied. What made her like him so?

They all said that my catching her was impossible.
No man wanted to attempt it.
For it would ‘cost to much’… ‘you won’t come out alive’.
They said with faces grave.
But I was determined.
To be more than just brave.

In her heart, she had spoke
To many of her friends
She wished that one would love her.
And dare to know her name.
To brave through thick and thin.
One worthy of the fight
For once one proved himself worthy,
She said she’d fall in place.
But only her close friends,
Had been told this in the night
All the while, the boys that wished
Were held in place by fright.

So I declare I’ll be,
The one to give it a try
I know that I’ll succeed
And make her my own bride.

For if she is indeed
A girl with her own mind
I would like to read
What’s hidden I will find.

She broke my heart today,
But I’m not giving up.
She says that she is fine,
And doesn’t need one by her side.

But I have spoken to friends of hers
And know that all the while
She puts up her biggest walls,
To those she loves the most.

She’s changed today
I’ve watched her grow
I know I love her
Ever so.
She’s opened her heart to those she loves
But is afraid still to fall


She says she’s dying for one to try
To pry into her heart
She’s willing to submit now,
To whatever must be done.

She loves her God
And puts her soul
Into his loving hands
She’s learned that
“Mr. Right”
Will somehow understand.

So again I try, but kinder this time round
And to my surprise I know that I have found
She’s wary still, but willing to
Admit her feelings so.
She’s held my hand, she talks to me
And on our way we go.

-Jessica Angelica

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

No Expectations

(When used in this post Master = Parents, Boss, anyone of higher authority than you. )
I'd much rather serve a master, than do what he told me to do.
Meaning: I'd rather serve, than obey.... if that makes sense...
Hmmm Point of View.

If I'm serving God, then I'm obeying my master. The thing I'm afraid of is failing. When you server someone, you can't fail... because whatever your doing is:
1.Undeserved
or
2. Unexpected

Expectations. That's where the problem comes. I don't want to submit to someone else's expectations because those are fickle and they change on a whim. When you submit it always means you fail. It means you'll never reach the level of your master. That's terrifying to someone with a dominate personality. I aim to achieve. An unachievable goal will have me running in circles, in that case... why even try??

When I'm serving, the 'master' usually is 'pleased' because the control is in my hands. I can do the best and be pleased, knowing that I have given my master my best. Not to have the success of the job taken away. It all comes down to this:
1. I don't trust my master
2. I don't know that he won't be unreasonable
3. I don't know he won't hurt me
4. I don't know that he will protect me

However, I am ultimately not in my 'master's' hands. For there is a higher master, who is pleased at any and all obedience... even if the goal is unreachable, the obedience means a 'servants heart'. I am ultimately serving a God (master) who is:
1. Reasonable (Just, Honest, Remembers we are dust.)
2. Will not give me anything not worth having, (...everything works together for good)
3. Will not hurt me without good reason (Who can question God?)
4. Going to protect me (For Neither height nor depth... can separate us from God's love.)
5. Is pleased. (Therefore, there is now no condemnation)

And because I serve and obey that master, I know that I can trust Him to do all these things while still allowing the earthly master to be fallible.
I can obey my master, not just serve, because I am ultimately serving (meaning there are no expectations) a higher master, who has no expectations because they have been completed through Jesus Christ.

"Servants be subject to your masters with all respect, not only to the good and gentle but also to the unjust. For this is a gracious thing. When, mindful of God, one endures sorrows while suffering unjustly. For what credit is it if, when you sin and are beaten for it, you endure? But when you do good and suffer for it you endure, this is a gracious thing in the sight of God."
(1 Peter 2:18-20)

(speaking of Jesus:)
"When He was reviled, He did not revile in return: When He suffered He did not threaten, but continued trusting Himself to Him who judges justly."
(21)

"Humble yourselves, therefore under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you."
(5:6&7)

Monday, July 19, 2010

"Watch This"

Wow....
Oh, the things God's been teaching me lately. Can we say huge "growth spurt"?

Camp was all about contentment... I know I stated that in my previous post, but I think I have time to expound:

I'm not really sure where to start to be honest, so if this post seem like random ramblings... well you know how I write if you follow my blog, sooooo bear with the unfinished sentences, incomplete thoughts, and run-on-sentences. I'll do you a favor and take an English 101 class (later.).


I'm sorta frustrated. Because God's doing exactly what I asked him to. But that's not what's frustrating me, it's frustrating that I am frustrated..... To which, I think I'm frustrated because what I've been asking for is occuring, but I forgot that there's this little thing called "time",I forgot how impatient I am too. So when 'time' came around and said that I needed to wait during transitions... welllllll I got a little frustrated.

I'm going to be very careful in describing what this statement has to do with anything, because ... well I don't want you guys to think I have a big head.
Sometimes I don't feel like I connect, to anyone. Because I, think. And that scares people. People don't want to think, they want to live their life ignoring the pain, ignoring the questions and just kinda .... drift through life. And the Christians? It bugs them when you ask questions too. You're not supposed to be sinful, you're not supposed to ask questions. You're just supposed to believe. I've seen so many friends (and leaders) not ask questions for fear of being condemned.

I've always been bold and asked what I was thinking, and worrying about what other people think later. Sometimes being ignorant is bliss. Let's just put it that way. Because when you are ignorant? You have a lot more friends.

I'm not saying I don't have friends. Oh goodness no, I have a TON of God-fearing friends. But please understand when I say it's lonely, I mean it. It doesn't mean I don't have friends... It just means that sometimes the ones I have don't feel like listening to me rant. (hence the blog hehe)


So yeah. Well that rant had a point in my head... moving on...
Anyways, at camp:
Satisfaction.
Only found in Christ. I know that. It's easy to say, harder to practice. If Jesus is so satisfying, why am I so sad all the time? Because he's not the focus all the time, my priorities get crooked and satisfaction is the farthest thing from my mind. My purpose is to live for Christ, to give him honor in everything.
"I have learned the secret of being content... For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" Philippians 4:11-13
"Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
Sounds pretty good right?
So I asked God to put Himself first. To have total faith and put God first takes a lot more guts than I anticipated.

I'm falling in love with Jesus, (like it should be) but the pull-away from this earth is hard. God's taking everything I've deemed important and knocking it down to size. That hurts. It's like sitting back and hearing God go "Watch this....." and waiting for results.

This is what I want. I want Jesus to be my all.... it's just, I'm not so sure how He's my 'all', when he kinda took away the ways that I currently (or intended to) serve in.

Just waiting now. Thought you might want to come join me in watching my life. So that's my post.



Friday, July 9, 2010

Short and Sweet.

No, I have not abandoned my blog. This week has been so crazy!!! I went to camp at "Awanita Valley" I learned a *ton* mostly about contentment and satisfaction. But I'll ramble more on that later.
This week I'm turning sixteen!!!!!!
I have friends from out of town and out of the state coming in :) :) I'm so excited!!!! Now just to apply patience.
Have an awesome day fellow bloggers!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Let's Find the Cure

How many times have we sought a cure, how often have we tried to find comfort in things that are other than God?
Life hurts, badly. Many a time we seek comfort for those hurts in things other than God. I have now realized that; that's a sin. To seek comfort in something other than God when we are bruised and battered is wrong, not to mention disappointing.

God created things that give us pleasure, but those things are incapable of giving us contentment. Full satisfaction is impossible without Christ.

Contentment is only achieved knowing this: "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength."

When life doesn't go as planned (or rather for us pessimists; exactly as we expected) we need to turn to the cross.

Bible reading won't "work". It's not a cure. Only Jesus is that cure. You can't do a certain amount of things in a specific order to get yourself to feel better. No, it's realizing that it's okay that you aren't god. Learning to say "not my will but yours." Speak to Jesus, let him speak to you, through his word, yes. But, don't go to the Bible, open it and demand words of comfort. When you come to Jesus you don't deserve anything, not one thing. But Jesus decided to die for you. THAT'S comfort. Rest in that. Know that Jesus loves you, will never forsake you, knows what's best for you, and knows exactly what he's doing in your life... even when you don't.





Saturday, June 19, 2010

Slow Down

This chest is full of memories

Of gold and silver tears

I’ll give you more to own than

All of this

And I’ll give you more than years

For you were once a child of innocence

And I see you just the same

Your burdens couldn’t win or

Lose a thing

Oh, I’d tell you once again

But you’re always on the run

Slow your breath down

Just take it slow

Find your heart now, oh

You can trust and love again

Slow your breath down, just take it slow

Find your smile now, oh

You can trust and love again

If you leave I’ll still be close to you

When all your fears rain down

I’ll take you back a thousand times again

I’ll take you as my own

I would sing you songs of innocence

‘Til the light of morning comes

‘Til the rays of gold and honey cover you

In the sweetness of the dawn

But you’re always on the run

You’re not alone

You’re now a part of me

You feel the cure

I’ll feel the toil it brought you ~Future of Forestry


Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Dreamscape

From a friend who is writing for our churches College and Career class, loved it so much I asked him if I could post it. It sorta reminds me of "Trust You":

[A young man's dreamscape. Out of the blackness there comes a Voice.]

You stand alone
Or so you are told
Or so you say
But that is not so
I have chosen you
Though you are fallen
Though you have much sorrow
You are not through

[The young man sees his past. Empty and void. A meaningless existence where his sole purpose was to fulfill his own ambitions]

You were alone
You were dead
You were a slave
You were undone
You were adrift
You were depraved
The rebel against Me
The one who mocked Me

[More past experiences replay themselves in front of his eyes. All his past failures. The broken family. The corrupt friends. The ruined lives. The late nights.]

But this was not the end for you
There was more in life you had to do
I had a plan
I had a path
And so I pulled you up out that pit
I gave you a new soul and spirit

[The young man travels along through his past after his transformation.]

From broken to banished
I will give you a new family
Your old friends have vanished
I will give you friends to last eternity
Your life was aimless
I will give you goals to achieve
Your spirit was shattered
I will reforge it, and restrengthen it

[The man has visions of what may lie ahead. He is scared. He knows that it will be difficult and has doubts about his ability to accomplish his tasks. But the Voice speaks again.]

Yes you are right
This will not be an easy fight
The darkness is strong
It has a will, malevolent and deep
The darkness is cunning
And will not be broken easily
It is strong, a cancer to all
And often it may seem hopeless to fight on

[The young man wakes up. It is morning. The Voice speaks to him again, a feeling of warmth and peace around him.]

But there is one thing the darkness cannot defeat
And this is My power over darkness
And this is My command to you
Love will be the darkness' defeat
Love is a movement
Love is a revolution
The redemption, as I loved you
The innovation, as by it I have changed you
Love is a candlelight in the dark
For all to see, near and far
You are to be that light
Go now, forgiven and strengthened by
My might

Saturday, June 5, 2010

A Friend

A Friend ...

Accepts you as you are.
Believes in you.
Calls you just to say "hi."
Doesn't give up on you.
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts).
Forgives your mistakes.
Gives unconditionally.
Helps you.
Invites you over.
Just likes being with you.
Keeps you close at heart.
Loves you for who you are.
Makes a difference in your life.
Never judges you.
Offers support.
Picks you up.
Quiets your fears.
Raises your spirits.
Says nice things about you.
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it.
Understands you.
Values you.
Walks beside you.
X-plains things you don't understand.
Yells when you won't listen.
Zaps you back to reality.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Mark Lowery

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Diary of A Girl

5/24/10
Sometimes, I really hate summer.

-Puts bag over head-
There.
Much better.

Stupid Tabloids. Stupid numbers. Stupid styles. Stupid bathing suits. Stupid awesome, straight, bright blonde hair. Stupid extremely pretty, tan-skinned freaks. Stupid "small package" idiocy.

Stupid boys who think and act like that's important.^^^

-Crawls in a hole and dies-

*sigh* I'm never going to be like that, so why is it so important to me?
Because society tells me:
1. That's the only way a guy will like you.
2. That you aren't important if you don't have a guy.

....
Stupid Society.
(Stupid boys who act like it's important even though they are saved and know better.)

-Sings quietly to self-

~What's inside of you
What's inside of me
The hands that made
The Moon, the stars,
The mountains and the sea
Made you wonderful,
Beautiful, marvelously
Let the whole world see
Your true beauty~
(Mandisa - True Beauty)

.............Now if only I could find a guy who thinks that way about girls.
BWHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Yeah, right.

Lord, teach me to be concerned with only your thoughts. I know I am beautifully and wonderfully made, and no man can define my worth. Teach me to find it in you, and you alone. Thank you for making me, and teach me your ways.
Your precious servant,
Me.


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Monday, May 24, 2010

All The World Is Mad



"We are saints made of plaster, our laughter is canned
We are demons that hide in the mirror
But the blood on our hands
Paints a picture exceedingly clear

We are brimming with cumbersome, murderous greed
And malevolence deep and profound.
We do unspeakable deeds
Does our wickedness know any bounds?

Something’s gone terribly wrong
With everyone
All the world is mad
Darkness brings terrible things
The sun is gone
What vanity! Our sad, wretched fires

We can’t medicate man to perfection again
We can’t legislate peace in our hearts
We can’t educate sin from our souls
It’s been there from the start

But the blind lead the blind into bottomless pits
Still we smile and deny that we’re cursed
But of all our iniquities
Ignorance may be the worst

Something’s gone terribly wrong
With everyone
All the world is mad
Darkness brings terrible things
The sun is gone
What vanity! Our sad, wretched fires

Oh little light we have!
It only serves to show
The snares and seeds of wrath
We have already sewn on every path

Something’s gone terribly wrong
With everyone
All the world is mad
Darkness brings terrible things
The sun is gone
What vanity! Our sad wretched fires."
(Thrice- All the World is Mad)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

This One's For Haley!

Awesome blogpost here.

Monday, May 17, 2010

God vs. Science

'Let me explain the problem science has with religion. The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one
of his new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir, the student says.
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for
a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over
here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would
you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good?!
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you
could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer,
even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good?
Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of
water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'
'Er..yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student falters. 'From God'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'
'Yes'
'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according
to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Again, the student has no answer. 'Is there sickness? Immorality?
Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this
world?'
The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them?' There is still no answer. Suddenly
the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The
class is mesmerized. 'Tell me,' he continues onto another student.
'Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?'
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you
use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever
seen Jesus?'
'No sir. I've never seen Him.'
'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'
'No, sir, I have not.'
'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your
Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or
God for that matter?'
'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'
'Yet you still believe in him?' 'Yes'
'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to
that, son?'
'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'
'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question
of His own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'
' Yes '.
'And is there such a thing as cold?'
'Yes, son, there's cold too.'
'No sir, there isn't.'
The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The
room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.
'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat,
unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'.
We can hit up to 458 degrees below
zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go
colder than the lowest -458 degrees.'
'Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or
transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or
transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of
heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the
absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in
thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of
heat, sir, just the absence of it.'
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.
'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'
'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night if
it isn't darkness?'
'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the
absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have
nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we
use to define the word.'
'In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?'
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This
will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'
'My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with,
and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'
The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. 'Flawed?
Can you explain how?'
'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains.
'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God
and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something
finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a
thought.'
'It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less
fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a
substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the
absence of it.'
'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they
evolved from a monkey?'
'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young
man, yes, of course I do.'
'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'
The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he
realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.
'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor,
are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a
scientist, but a preacher?'
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the
commotion has subsided.
'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'
The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class
who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter.
'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain?
No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established
rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says
that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir.'
'So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your
lectures, sir?'
Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student,
his face unreadable.
Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I
guess you'll have to take them on faith.'
'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing
as evil?'
Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We
see it everyday It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to
man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the
world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'
To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least
it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to
describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the
result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in
his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or
the darkness that comes when there is no light.'
The professor sat down.

(This is something my Dad sent me, I do not know the author, nor take any credit for this. I would however, like to start a discussion on this pretend argument. Do you agree, or disagree? Where did the student go wrong in his answers to the professors questions, and was any of the argument unfair?)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hi this is Haley and I'm hacking Lanelle's blog!

Hi, this is Haley and I'm hacking Lanelle's blog. Here are the reasons why:

  1. Because I can
  2. Because she told me I could
  3. Because she can't do anything to stop me
  4. Because it's fun
  5. Because I'm bored 
  6. Because I'm chatting with her right now and I can totally teaser her about it
  7. Because I have her password 
  8. Because I did her layout so she owes me
  9. Because I'm a computer ghost
  10. Because I'm running out of reasons
Before I sign out  I want to say that she is wonderful and I love her.

This was fun. Maybe I'll do it again.... but not without permission, of course.

~Haley
The Life (and lies) of an inanimate flying object

Cake Vs. Pie


The Next Rocky (Road) Movie
(Created by Ben)
I had asked him to comment on the controversy; Which is better: Cake, or Pie?
_________________________________________
Me:
Cake vs. Pie, GO!
Ben
Pie comes out with a quick left hook but cake reads the strike and counters with a left jab, it's a heavy hit, pie is staggering, OOOOOH, but pie comes back with a flury of jabs and elbows, they're really going at it now! You can hardly see what is going on, the punches are flying out there. OOOOOOH, and pie goes down for the count! Cake wins by TKO
8:33amMe
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
THAT MADE MY DAY
8:34amBen
you have to read it faster as it goes along
8:34amMe
Yeah definitely
I can totally hear this in my head
-the crowd goes WILD-
and then.... this comes out and beasts cake any day http://www.ctdonut.com/Image/cake.gif
8:38amBen
Oh no! What's this??? the infamous doughnut gang has entered the arena. It seems they lost a lot of money on the fight. Words are being exchanged, you do not want to know what was said about cake's mother. Oh, and the fists are flying now. Folks, it looks like a full blown riot. Oh, and the police spatulas have entered the building. They are hosing down the doughnuts with hot coffee.
8:46amMe
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
~dies laughing ~
8:47amBen
It'll be the next Rocky (road) movie
8:48amMe
MOST DEFINITELY
HAHA
Rocky Road LOL
-tries to think of good pun-
that was nutty XD

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

"Wash My Feet"

This is going to be kind of a short post, because it's Wednesday, but I haven't blogged in forever so I wanted to leave a thought:

God loves unconditionally. Yeah, kind of a simple statement. But think about it, God loves unconditionally.

He loves us, even though he knows we're going to break his heart. He loved us, even when we already had broken his heart. He loves us now that we DO break his heart.
His love is eternal, it doesn't go away. His love is unbreakable, we can't be separated from his love (Rom 8: 38-39).

No matter what sin you commit, God still loves you. He hates sin, yes. But he loves you. The sin was taken care of on the cross. He slaughtered his son for the sin. He knows you aren't perfect, he knows you are going to mess up, but he still loves you, and still wants to use you. No matter how bad of a sinner you are. In John 13 When Jesus washes his disciples feet, right after that he predicts his betrayal, and Peter's denial. Peter was still used by God!! God doesn't give up on people, why should we?

I pray that God teaches me how to be that kind of love. "I love you, even though you are going to betray me time and time again."
So many times I refrain from doing something, because I'm afraid I'll get hurt. We can't do that. We are to be Jesus to those around us, we're to be image bearers of God. God loves unconditionally, and serves us, even when he knows we will reject his service.


There are lines, I believe that. I don't think we should open ourselves up to abuse. But I do think, we need to stop and think about everything and say "Am I not serving because I know that this will cause me great discomfort?" God never called us to be comfortable, he called us to honor him in everything. Even if we have to wash feet.

Keep Sinking Up!
(image found here)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Shoes, Lights, and Generally Happy Things

I found the coolest shoes in the world. Check them out here

In other news, today I learned a TON more about lights!! I learned how to patch (basically a big word for programming) using the base 2 system, how to "go blind" on the light board, use a lift, screw on lights, change lenses, learned about different gels,setting up a new subpage,and unpatch lights... there was so much more! I had so much fun!!
This is a really cool picture of the LED's... this is in one LED can light, :) I'm so excited about all this stuff!!!








So yes, I shall try to post pictures of me running the board, but I couldn't find the picture of it currently.
My friend Amy Justice took the LED picture!
Have one awesome day, keep sinking up!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Sweetly Broken