Why Facebook is a "NO" This Week

So whoever is reading this probably came to read on why I'm not going on Facebook this week... I'm going to include bits and pieces of my journal, that is part of the reason I came to the conclusion I should stop Facebook for a week. As a warning, my journal entries fluctuate between prayers and statements of what occurred in my week... so if it seems that the post is directed toward you, it's not... it's really a letter to God :)

So first of all... I want you to keep working in my life.

I need to trust you.

I need to stop making crude jokes.

I need to stop thinking I need so much :P

I am very "lonely" (guywise) which is retarded because I am very blessed with great friends, but I know that there is not a guy for me here. Yet. I think I get impatient with that.

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I'm seriously considering staying off of Facebook for a week and regaining my strength. Because I think I'm recognizing issues, but not taking the time to deal with them. I'm reading the word every day, but I'm not meditating. It's like I've been eating fast-food all month spiritually.. and if I don't watch it I'm going to get sick. Sheesh... I am getting sick spiritually... and it's making me sad.

I know it must make you sad. You're the water of life, and I'm content to get my feet wet while I'm telling others to "Jump in!! The waters fine!!" Because I've been in the deep end, and know the water is AWESOME!

Yeah...

Sadness and Rhyme,

These are the times

These are the momories

We find a way

Pushing through the day

So speak to me gently

(Did you lose yourself?

Did you leave yourself behind?)

I'm so tired of working

For so long

To be loved

So Jesus stay by my heart

Stay beside me

You are hope for my soul

You complete me

You make us one

You make us one

So like a child I'm gazing

Into perfect grace

So hold me close to you, Never let me go

You're all I want You're all I ever needed

You're all I want, Help me know you are near

Father use my ransomed life

In any way you choose

And let my song forever be, my only boast is You.

(Future of Forestry -Speak to Me Gently, Did You Lose Yourself, Working to Be Loved, Stay Beside Me, Gazing, and some church songs :) )